Looking back at The Descent Of Man

Friday December 12th 2008, 12:52 pm

art-show-opening

Hours upon hours of careful thought, introspection, and physical effort combined with at least $528 went into the opening of my current show. Unlike my last solo show in February 2005, I felt proud of the work, and wanted people to see it. To help that along, I used Myspace, Facebook, and Evite to create events, send invitations, and occasional reminders. I even sent out a mass text message the day of the event. Did it pay off? Welll…

The most common question I’ve gotten since the opening has been “How did it go?”. To be honest, I’m kind of unsure as to how to answer that. On one hand, the place seemed relatively full of people for good portions of the evening. Close friends, casual friends, old acquaintances, strangers, etc. There were several former/supposed friends who were invited and didn’t show, including some that even went as far as to RSVP that they would be attending. Anyway, as far attendance goes, sure, I guess I was satisfied with the overall number of bodies in the room. But how does one measure success with an event like this?

The other question I’ve gotten pretty often is “Did you sell anything?”. And the answer is no. This is the fourth show I’ve done (3 solo, 1 group), and it’s the first time I’ve been shut out, despite the fact that it’s clearly my best work. Apparently I’m in the minority in that thinking, because the public seems to think it’s overpriced dog shit. So, financially speaking, the show was a complete disaster. I spent nearly $600 to show my artwork to a bunch of people that were fine with only seeing that one time. Now, the show isn’t over. The work is still there, and will be until early January. Needless to say, I’m not overly hopeful that work will sell, certainly not enough to break even. Especially considering that the shop takes a 40% commission. Not only am I left in a hole financially, but now I’m going to be stuck with about 20 framed pieces of my own artwork. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that!? I certainly don’t want to decorate my stupid apartment with my own artwork. Whatever.

I also had a grand plan to document the entire process of creating the work, setting up the show, and the opening reception. As with most plans, it didn’t happen. I was left with very little footage, and far less usable footage. Using what I had, I put together a movie showing how some of the pieces came about, from original concept sketch to final print, along with some other random bits. If you watch it, select the “view in high quality” option, or it will probably look pretty shitty.

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Darwin has autism.

Last week, Darwin had a “full team evaluation” at The Children’s Hospital Of Philadelphia. He met with 4 different therapists and doctors who led him through various tests, engaging him in different ways to evaluate his behavior as it relates to the Autism Spectrum. Today, his mother and I met with the team again to discuss their observations, the diagnosis, and the recommended treatment.

The diagnosis is autism. Point blank, no bones about it. Does an atomic bomb do just as much damage if you see it coming? Yes it does.

Something is up with Darwin

Before Darwin, I’d never spent any considerable time around young children. So once he was born, every day proved to be a new experience, which is still the case. Because of that, I didn’t have a great basis for comparison between him and any other “normal” kid. But once he became slightly more mobile and I started to see him in the context of playing with or near other children, I started to notice differences. Subtle differences maybe, but I saw them. I was told that I was being paranoid, and that he was totally fine.

Yesterday

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September 1st

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August 29th

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August 27th

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Wants 2 items.
4:30pm

August 26th

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Machete was pretty damn good. Lots of boobs, and Michelle Rodriguez looked awesome.
11:34pm
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Yo Bobby's Burger Palace is crazy.
9:35pm
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Machete screening in West Philly.
6:48pm
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3:31pm
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The thought that I might never get to have a "normal", meaningful conversation with my son really bums me out.
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Still mourning the loss of the old Muxtape? Get familiar with http://8tracks.com/ (via @lendamico)
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August 25th

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Oh shit, I just got a DVD and flyer in the mail autographed by Dangerous Toys!
10:52am
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Autism is seriously bumming me out today.
10:09am

August 24th

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Mother Love Bone - Chloe Dancer / Crown Of Thorns - Live 1989 • http://t.co/AwIYoaB
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12:54pm
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I like the Contra album. Whatever!
9:02am

August 23rd

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Awesome. My household income just became $0. No pressure.
5:52pm
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See the Statue of Liberty being built • http://t.co/TNVY6bR
4:28pm
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I hear of an album, google it, and illegally DL it in less than 5 minutes. I love the internet!
1:31pm
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Also, Jason McMaster sounded like a crazy Rob Halford/Kind Diamond when he was in Watchtower.
1:26pm
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August 21st

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August 20th

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