I know that doesn’t look like a picture of a man whose entire future is in doubt and who has spent the last 2 days in the depths of Hell, but it is. It’s also the picture of a man who tries to cover it up with a smile or goofing around or making wisecracks all day so that he isn’t forced to dwell on the fucked up life he’s been left with.
I do try to look at the bright side however. Music has been going well, and my son is bouncing around like crazy in the womb all the time.
Anyway, I really really hope things get better.